Monday, September 11, 2006

I, Spy? And all the other things I couldn't say.

I waited until my return to the States before sharing this, partially to collect my thoughts, and partially for fear of potential consequences.

As I’ve mentioned before, Rwanda is a tremendously stable country with excellent security. I’m convinced that Kigali is the safest capital in Africa (Kampala as a close second) because it’s safe to walk around basically anywhere at any time. In the provinces, army police, and local security patrol the villages looking for suspicious activity. The borders are heavily guarded, with frequent helicopter flyovers. Police pull over cars along the road to check for identification. Security is assured, and it’s trustworthy—the military is well-trained and equipped (by the U.S.), and corruption is minimal.

In this environment, Rwanda has flourished. The government has implemented progressive economic changes at breakneck speed. Tall, shiny buildings are going up. The transportation infrastructure is impressive; all primary and most secondary roads are paved. A cell phone network covers the country. Everyone, even those in the most remote villages, has access to clean water. Electricity is available in all of the cities and most of the towns. The government has dramatically altered administrative divisions and the administrative structure to streamline and reduce the bureaucracy. Surprisingly progressive environmental policies have been put in place—plastic bags are no longer allowed, and it’s forbidden to cut trees for firewood (there has been an increasing erosion problem). If countries are climbing the development ladder, Rwanda is a mountaineer.

One notable exception to these successes is the lack of attention paid to the psychological trauma of the Rwandan people. I often half-joke that an army of psychiatrists needs to parachute into the country. The depression is real.

The government has been able to accomplish much during the past 12 years. But at what cost? Free speech and diversity of political opinion. There was only one real newspaper, the New Times, until a couple of months ago, when a second, Focus, emerged on the scene. Both are in English, and so are inaccessible to the vast majority of Rwandans. The New Times is widely understood to represent the opinions of the government, so dissenting opinions are rare at best. When Focus began, its inaugural issue featured an article critical of the government. In subsequent issues, the tone inexplicably became more positive, at times effusive. Makes you wonder aloud what really happened.

Political opposition doesn’t exist. Kagame won the last presidential election by a veritable landslide. I have only heard of one political party. (I have recently received word that a nascent political party formed by genocide survivors has been shut down.) And no one, no one questions the actions of the government. Good thing they’re not malevolent.

I refer to Rwanda’s political system as a benevolent authoritarian democracy. There were elections, and they were accepted as free and fair. But after electing their leaders, it seems like Rwandans take a more hands-off approach, as if now that they have supported the lawmaker, they have total trust in the government. I also get the impression that the Rwandan government believes that political opposition could cause fissures in a society that needs to remain united in the post-war years in order to move forward. I can understand this perspective. Luckily, the Rwandan people have elected Paul Kagame, a heralded war hero with a sharp intellect and a keen understanding of what the country needs to develop. If it weren’t Kagame, I would probably have a more pessimistic opinion of the government. It makes me question whether the country would be as successful if Kagame weren’t the president…and what the country would do without him.

Kagame is a man of strong opinions, which isn’t great if you 1) are French, or 2) work for UNHCR. For reasons stemming from actions (and inaction) during and after the genocide, Kagame harbors some resentment. There is no shortage of reminders of the low regard he holds for people who fall into either of these two groups.

Which is why, a couple of months into my time there, I started to be more prudent about the opinions I was sharing on my blog. What I said always represented how I felt, but I saved my criticism for later. For now.

My caution initially stemmed from a conversation I had with a friend who used to work for the South African secret service. He told me that it would be wise not to discuss how I felt about the government with any Rwandans, because there were spies everywhere. Perhaps “spies” is a strong word—as I understood it, the government has employed a significant number of people to keep tabs on expatriates, to figure out, according to my friend, “why you’re here, what you think about the government, and if you’re racist.” He told me he actually called a guy out on it one day. The guy, who initially denied it, later confessed in confidence. “We’re good friends now,” he said. The same friend told me how a friend of his had received a phone call when they were at dinner. He returned to the table with the news that the government had given him 24 hours to leave the country. Apparently he hadn’t said the right things to the right people.

But when accounts are secondhand, they’re more difficult to believe. Similarly, I took the information and filed it away in my head. So maybe there were intelligence agents. I thought the government was pretty good, so I didn’t really have to watch what I said. And I only half-believed the expulsion story.

Until I found myself invited to a mysterious party in Kigali. It was a house party, and I assumed it was to celebrate the birthday of one of my friend’s housemates. When I arrived, wine in hand, I was ready to congratulate someone. “Oh, no, it’s not a birthday,” my friend urgently whispered to me in the kitchen. “My housemate has been expelled.”

That evening, my naïveté went out the window as I absorbed the discussion. The roommate was a French journalist who had been in Rwanda for a year and a half. She was waiting for her visa to be renewed when she received a call that afternoon. It was a government official, who told her that her visa application had been denied and that she had 24 hours to leave the country.

Outraged, and in true investigative fashion, she went to the French Embassy to uncover the truth. She had apparently been labeled a spy by the Rwandan government—which is their way of justifying expulsions for other reasons. She wasn’t a spy at all—she said she hadn’t even broadcast any news items that were particularly critical of the government.

As the night went on, the stories flowed like the liquor. That was when I discovered that our cell phones were tapped, and that Rwandan monitors were planted everywhere, trying to figure out what we were doing and who our friends were. Friends had hidden their marijuana in their chimney in case of a surprise government raid. Others had received anonymous calls from unavailable numbers—men who said, “We know who you are and who you work for. We’re watching you.” I became very fearful about my blog. The government was obsessed with technology, and I suddenly realized that there was no possible way that they couldn’t know about it.

I started watching what I was saying.

My friend’s experience caused me to analyze how I might look to a foreign government. I had three years of experience on post-conflict issues, including a stint in Afghanistan, before I decided to move to Rwanda to work in the field for free for six months. Strange. Also strange was why I chose to work for UNHCR, Enemy Number One in the eyes of many Rwandan officials. In the field, I was actively learning Kinyarwanda, all of my friends were Rwandan, and I ventured out into the villages to speak with returnees (some of whom were former combatants) on a regular basis. To a novice, I looked like prime spy material, and some of my acquaintances even suggested as much.

Soon after my return, I called a Rwandan friend of mine for a favor. He was very influential, making frequent business trips to Europe, the U.S., and the Middle East. “Morgan,” he said, “You must be so excited that your friend is coming to visit from the States. You’re going to Uganda, right?”

I was about to agree when I realized that something was fishy. “But…I didn’t tell you any of that. How did you know?” I asked. He laughed uneasily and changed the topic.

In fact, I hadn’t told anyone by that point—I’d only discussed it on the phone. That’s when I started to clam up during phone conversations.

In other words, I felt, rightly or wrongly, like I was walking on eggshells. I didn’t think that I would really be expelled, but I didn’t want to invite any threatening phone calls, as some of my friends had received. My saving grace, I’m surprised to say, was probably my citizenship.

“You’re an American? We love Americans!” was usually the refrain when I told people where I was from. (I did get the occasional “How can you be American? You look like a Chinese!) I said it as often as I could, fully capitalizing on the strength of the Rwando-American relationship. How nice it is to be loved, not hated.

Unlike the French. I often wonder if the journalist was expelled for a story she wrote, for something she said in confidence to another, because she became friends with some important people, or if it was just to keep the French government on its toes. They know how they are regarded by Rwandan officials. During the World Cup finals, the French Embassy set up roadblocks in case of riots. (There weren’t any, probably because they lost.)

In the end, I was fine. But I had never before felt as though I couldn’t express all the things I wanted to say, and I had never before been monitored. We’re lucky in the United States—we have freedom of speech, of assembly, of movement, and the right to privacy—but we’re also at a different place developmentally. Maybe, in the eyes of outsiders, Rwanda’s controlling current approach isn’t the best one…but, until they’ve healed their wounds, bridged the ethnic divide, and advanced their own development, maybe it is.


Blogger Molly said...

Does this "careful observation" extend to their citizens or just the foreign nationals that are in the country?

9/11/2006 9:10 PM  
Blogger Morgan C. said...

To be honest, I've just been told about monitoring of expatriates... but since there isn't much (if any) political dissent among the citizens, perhaps the government doesn't yet see a need to extend monitoring to its own citizens.

9/12/2006 1:43 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'd like to hear your opinion on the weekly newspaper Newsline, which at least appears to be government critical.

And lastly, to put things in perspective: in Ethiopia, the government has blocked numerous websites, banned text messaging (because riots were once organised by text messages), banned internet telephony (because they can't tap it), and even occasionally write letters of complaint to development agencies if too many government-critical emails are sent out by its employees.

Still, I'll be watching what I say in public.

9/13/2006 3:08 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

That's right, the US does not tap phone conversations.

9/13/2006 9:46 AM  
Blogger Morgan C. said...

Well, in terms of the second anonymous, I will say that at least in the U.S., we can publicly express our disagreement with phonetapping policies...and via the Supreme Court (and the 3 branch system generally), have a system of checks and balances on the other branches. Checks and balances exist in theory in Rwanda, but not in practice. On a more personal level, it made my skin crawl to know that I was being the U.S., I don't pose any kind of threat to national security or make any red flags go up, so I don't fear that my phone is being tapped--but I can empathize with people who suspect they might be monitored.

For the first anonymous (not sure if it's the same anon), I hadn't heard of Newsline, but I will check it out. Is it new?

As for Ethiopia, it begs the question...there are some successful African countries with some unsavory practices--so how much is the international community willing to overlook, and when is it too much?

9/13/2006 5:11 PM  
Blogger Morgan C. said...

I checked out Newsline...can't find any of its articles online, but it seems to have been around for a while. Never saw it in Kigali (or Gisenyi...but Gisenyi only has the New Times). If it is publishing different perspectives, good for them!

Here are some recent stories from Reporters Without Borders:

Umuvugizi editor latest target in harassment of independent press
*scroll down for an article discussing threats that Newsline and its sister paper Umuseso faced*

The girl I knew--
Authorities urged to explain why RFI correspondent was forced out

President kicks off verbal onslaught on journalists by government officials

9/13/2006 5:27 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Morgan, I have been reading your blog lately as I am about to move to Kigali for a few years to work in development. I just want to say thank you for all of your wonderful, thoughtful and insightful postings. This blog has served as an incredible resource for this transition. Thanks.

9/19/2006 10:03 PM  
Blogger Morgan C. said...

You're welcome! Thanks for the comments!

9/21/2006 12:41 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

My name is Carri. I'm a screenwriter in Los Angeles, California doing research for a TV program on the sleeping habits of children all over the world. I'd like to include children from Africa. I'm wondering if you could help me. I'm specifically looking for where children in Africa sleep (in hammocks, in one-room thatched huts with the rest of their family, etc). What their bedtime rituals are. What they dream about. Is there anyone who can point me in the right direction? I'm at thank you.

10/12/2006 2:26 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Morgan, I hope you are back in the states where freedom is number one although we the Rwandan-Americans still face a problem of Kigali spying on us , they send the spies in form of students , visitors , investors etc.. is there any advice you can give to those proud Americans who don't feel safe ? Thanx a lot for the insight on Rwanda.

7/22/2007 8:20 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

This is just unbelievable! You do now start understanding the problems we are facing? Amazing!
I got recruited as the Director for a Christian American founded organization back in june 2005 to work in some villages in Byumba.
By the way, I am half hutu half tusti . So…
I was sent out there to help make better (through offering sponsorship that would enable the families to have access to education, better nutrition and medication, improve their agriculture, etc.) the lives unfortunately of the people our Government want and is keeping poor. I was sent to the wrong people! I tried to share my ideas, plans, everything possible with the Organization president, the Board in America on how to work around this situation and still help the needy but…the guys over there never really experienced Africa.
The fact is after one and half years with the help of some Rwandese colleagues I got fired like a street criminal with no form of settlement, organization loans hanging on my neck and above the government on my trail.
Things became worse when the Organization choose to host some guy not very liked in Kigali at one of their fundraising events back at the headquarters in Chicago (Paul pictured in the film Hotel Rwanda).
I just got back my passport a few days ago, I have thousands of dollars to still pay, and of course I have been looking for a job since then!
The government closed down the organization later on and they moved to some place in Uganda but I still feel so hurt by the organization put my life on line and left me alone later on. And there is nowhere to go for justice!
Anyway, I am glad you are starting to understand what Rwanda is indeed!
Thanks indeed, from

1/16/2008 5:37 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Morgan i've read most of your post about Rwanda and there are really positive but the spying thing seem harsh as its a controversial topic to understand and to defend. u seem a very nice, a caring person in your expressions about the country. what i'm trying to say is that you should think the reason behind why the government chose to expel the french journalist, not you or your friends? have you ever experienced a threat or something similar while in Rwanda? to be honest Rwanda is a beautiful country in every way trying to get to its feet from the past traumas and i think the gouvernment is doing a pretty job in ensuring security for all Rwandans and foreigners.i would suggest that you continue your positive support for this nation not driven by unfounded fear.

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